Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemptions hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost
Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross
I have been so sad lately. I have something in my life right now that I wish with all my heart I could change, but the only way I could even remotely make it better would look something like compromising my stance in the Lord. I am who I am, I am a daughter of God, I love Him and I want to live my life to honor Him. I know that I am not a perfect person and i know I make a lot of mistakes but I know i have a perfect forgiveness and example in Christ. My heart breaks to think that on this earth that is not good enough. Christ is not good enough. We, and when i say we I mean us in the Christian community, judge people based on labels and colors and nationality. If I don't carry the right "name" or look the right way or practice my faith the right way than I am undoubtedly going to be "unworthy" to someone. I am a follower of Christ, why is that not ok? Shouldn't the ultimate judgement be His? I know he lived a perfect life, died for my sins, and rose from the grave. That is the gospel, I trust Him with my life and that is ALL His gift of salvation requires. There is no fine print. I wish I could let things roll off and I am normally ok with that but when my faith comes into question or how and where I choose to worship my Lord, it is very personal to me. Maybe I am learning a lesson with this situation, but at the end of the day when its all said and done, I have a savior who will lift that burden from my shoulders and give me rest. Praise God for that.
Sorry if I am sounding down in this post when I should be jumping for joy!!!! I am getting married in 2 1/2 WEEKS!!!! Oh my gosh I am so fired up. I can't wait to marry Chris! He is so wonderful and I am so lucky. I can't believe how fast time has flied. Sometimes I still can't believe I'm engaged and now I am going to be married! WOOHOO!! He is going to be such an amazing husband! YEA! Ok well Hope all is well with everyone!!!!